street corners and coffe cups

Black tea and apples go well together,
like percoset and tired bones.

you carry your sword under water
and let the chemical weapon in
your heart fight this battles.

no lights

i turned off the lights at home alone,
i can be free from all of that
and stray from that history.
its been a long night in los angeles.
i dont remember the way you look,
i dont remember you.
i couldnt even fake love for an hour
if i tried.

=

do

oh yea, i remember this,
ive done this before.

forget.

my mind talks in its sleep
and keeps me awake.
youd think in a silent room
that i could understand the thoughts.


you try to tell yourself the things you try to tell yourself to make yourself forget.

i came to terms
with
the
fact
ill
never
forget
this.

but thank you,
ill be better than before.